dreams

everybody has dreams. be it nice, wet, dry, n horrific ones.

but

do u get dreams...

dreams that are real?

strangely i did when i was small.

it didnt occur to me.

some are vague images but some are crystal clear.

i recalled when i was in primary sch,

i dreamt of a staircase.

something unique about it.

didnt appear to me of any significance.

recently, about 2 months back.

i went to china on a study trip,

one of the days,

we visited a museum.

n there it was!!!

the staircase!

my jaws dropped!

lost for words....

exactly as it was in my dreams when i was small!

im not sure if it means anything.

but my priority now besides studying...

is to find my dreams,

n find out if it has meaning to anything...

or not..

whether god has something to tell me?

etc.

the approach

the clock is ticking.
time is limited.
what is left to do?
my common tests are approching within 2 weeks of proximity.
it surely isn't long b4 i go head on with it...
im trying hard to remember the stuff/notes.
will do what i can.
regardless of how time is constricting,
it doesn't wait for anybody like u and me...
till then,
t.t.f.n!!! (ta ta for now)

a perspective thinking, not a direct...

hie there, im messing around again... u knw i was browsing through some of the blogs n i stumbled across to find my classmate's blog. curiousity got the better of me n i opened it up to c what she has to say to the world...
i got more than what i had hoped for...
my name appeared on the site but for the wrong uses. i was called a "sicko, stalker n manyakis"... not much in detail but it was enough for me to get the message already. wondering what was my reaction u thought.? yeah, definitely i was a little upset n disappointed. i am totally not like that at all. after reading, i did kinda boil for a moment. im not upset about the idea of it, but rather that she is a christian. aint trying to hammer her, but its sad. read through her blog, and u knw she's one who has the burning desire to go after god...but is this the way? lying through your very teeth to make a front cover of yourself which doesn't exist???? pple meet each other to knw the real him/her, not to see the barrier u hide.
to frens out there...remember this.
the next time u see your fren n start a conversation, pls remember that u want them to knw u for what u truely are on the inside.. n not for something unnecessary... dun hide yourself, be open n have a thought for others. not everyone can withstand such words...

the feeling of it all

whow...its been a blast these few days! phew, 5 days ago, i took part in a polympics swimming com. @ the end of the day, i took off with 2 gold trophies n 1 bronze trophy. no doubt the feeling was great despite the fact that i competed with year 2's. yes, having the ablility to own the event n the pool is exhilarating. 1:17:?? for 100m breaststroke, 0:33:?? 50m breaststroke n 0:27:?? for 50m freestyle.
i don't know. apart from this event 5 days ago, i do not feel right. something in my heart is etching me to do something. which i can't figure it out. and today, after my training suddenly my president gave me the position to be in charge of the swimteam year 1's!
i am really packed! never have i been this jammed off n online!
wana knw?
1) student delegate
2) studies in polytechnic
3) swimming
4) private flying course, syfc
5) keeping my grandmother company

these are not complaints, but simply put, responsibilities n things i need to hold close too...
sigh, what exactly has this world made us become??? how do we feel on this ?? =0