christmas...

christmas.....
whats the first question do pple ask you? "what does christmas mean to you?" perhaps...
but whatever the question it is...we all may find ourselves doing things that is similarly in the christmas mood.
last week, i attended my church christmas party. our youth pastor gave us a humble speech of what a 2006 it had been. And that what we should expect in 2007...
but besides this, our pastor talked about ....acceptance.
he talked about how u enter ur "self" into a new environment and meet an crowd unknown to you. how u make the transition is vitally important. we become very observant and try our very best to go with the flow. this is how we individuals try to be accepted into today's 21st century's society. any attempt to try out something out of the ordinary may not impress anybody or anyone at all. but that is how today's society works?
where n how did we originate does not matter...
at this time, we look at whats ahead...
to me, a person is better if he/she puts what has past, behind them. yes, i knw that its easier said than done. but what happens when all else fails?


Pray.

have a gd evening

such a time as this

fello hello beings!
right now into my cossy chair, the clock has struck 10 past 10 into the evening. im working on how i should make my life easy. esp when i get a beard and white hair, wrinkles n shriveled up skin. hahaha... yes, all that may sound too early for some to say. but i simply see it as a natter or time. one as to make neccessary plans to ensure its security.
i knw, time has simply no mind of its own, and hence cannot cannot be bothered by what hardships man is going through. and without thinking, our time will pass...
its easy to say that we must go throught the hardships in order to achieve the fruits of our labour. but will we really do it? would we really swallow our pride and dignity in what we are doing right now, and do ourselves a favour? easy as it sounds....it simply isn't as easy as many would have thought, sadly? there are times and situations whereby we are already living a comfortable lifestyle. BUT! if there was to be a sudden change...a decision or rather an alternative...something that would make your life more pleasant in future. but it requires you to give up something, ...a value that holds so much to you. question: which would u do? give up that value and all related, to have faith on that very fact that it'll lead you to greater heights? deny it all, and think that it would not lead as such, including the fact that such a foresight is not possible? or would you have doubts about it ...and it becomes a 50-50 decision making, which means u cannot make up your mind, and that you want to have the best of both worlds?
in this ever-progressing century, every man for him and herself desires to kill about 3 to 5 birds with one stone... but there are simply some things, that cannot be done as such would like to do so. sigh... sadly there isn't any end to any of these...