that today....

hi all, its the new year 2008, was just watching the live telecast of the countdown party @ vivocity. man, it must have been great to be there i guess...?
well, now they're talking about their new yr resolutions. which i fail to fathom the point of seeing the word, "resolution". i see that word more than just a new coming of well wishes and hopes, but sometimes rather more of taking one's stand into the future.... i see more like to be a period of time where we should reflect on everything and anything. to all who will find this crude, pls forgive me.... i see this time @ every start of the year as a coverup of things to overlook and shadow over the things that r negative, we should face em n see to it that such adversitites do not occur ever....
the night while is still young, and where pple are out there hangin out, i for one, am sitting @ home to celebrate my home coming bed!!! i celebrate the bed yes indeed! but of course, we must give thanks to god for another new year. thats something no one says in front of the camera....sad
will further meditate on this...
over n out....

blessed new year pple! gaia tooo!!! ;)

the silent night

didnt think i'll find myself doin up a post so soon so here goes...
the month of december has been quite a season of feelongs for me so far. common tests.... holiday in phuket.... next thing i knw, attend funeral...
i didnt really have time to react 2 these activities. i went to attend the funeral service abt 2-3days ago and having to c someone in the box is really something. this relative is a centurian and has come along way to b what he is, @ his last breath. hadnt been easy on him i knw. he has my sincere sympathies n respect. for what he has done, hardly anyone in our society is strong enough. i salute u.... when i went for e cremation service, i had a flashback on the same way that i had to bid farewell to my grandfather. it was traumatic.... watching that scene really pulled me to tears. today, my church pastor preached on how we should b prepared n how we should arrange things b4 we take our leave. there is much to do for others and ourselves. xmas is within proxmity and rather on celebrating the "tis the season 2 b jolly", we should meditate on the steps we have left behind... or perhaps.....

to e given

its the month of december now and i have just finised my common tests... gd time to get myself rebooted... of course it was a gd thing that i managed to get one major thing off my mind... getting presents for me sis n bro... am happy n satisfied.
tho it is a little weird for me at this time that ive got no mood for anything. i couldnt get anything out of my mouth, let alone make a point i want 2 express... ive finally realised that i am one who cant say what i wana say, but can only show it thru actions and effort/s i express onto others. this year, everyone has asked me what i wanted for xmas...they asked me n i went "???'' i wasnt sure what i wanted actually. for someone like me, i like to give but find it hard to recieve. not sure why tho. just me that is....
if i had been forced to come up with a xmas list guess there's just 2 for now..
1) graduate in 3years in my course of study
2) find a "present" that no one can get for me.....

im not sure when i'll post back again.. but just in advance, wishin u a blessed xmas pple out there! tc and god bless!!! cheers! :)