making that mindset

making a change sure sounds easy...
im in that situation now... for it seems that somewhere somehow i feel that sense of resistance not to get out of my comfort zone. its the mindset im trying to switch... how will it do n to what extent must i make it really happen.? things are difficult to fathom n this is just one of them. religious pple will say its the demon or the dark spirit that keeps us at bay rather than letting us go off shore to explore the broad horizon. others may say "its just us, lazy bums" and ending it off laughing. there is also the option of the effects by external influences.

no right n no wrong...

things like this and sorts are to b regarded with great caution. it can make us a stronger n better person. then again, it can just destroy us overnight. its as gd as saying that as typical individuals, we always learn the evil ways of the world in an instant, but to learn the ways of the good and the respected, takes a lifetime of learning.....how will we make that move, i wonder.

rising

hey there, in class now resting (aka slacking nw).... just finished an online quiz regarding egames & design. not too bad a module. b4 entering, i had this impression that i would enjoy it by playing it all out and understanding the fundamentals of the game. well, after a few sessions, im still enjoying the module but i guess it was not all together my cup of tea. overall perspective, took me a while to readjust what the module needs to achieve. am still gd.
overall for the day? heavy showers outside my classroom. great. ... i guess it couldnt get any better... what can i say? hahahaha...
long wkend for me thats for sureee... helping out in my poly open house this thursday till sat and attending my fren's bday party... its still a gd wk i feel but obstacles and watever is gona stumble across the way....haiz.... apart from studies, there is life problems, friend problems and etc.... so many things i have to take a fall. but .... we have 2 legs , dont we?

flying by

hi guys, hope's life been working for u out there... im a little smashed inside out but will rebuild it slowly....all in gd time. haiz, its january now and u get puzzled as to what do u wana do sometimes, yea i get those moments too. what am i trying to do, ? i wonder...

heez, im in the midst of a competition now, will end by this sat. am considering hanging up my gear after this. c how it goes la.

the things that can recreate ur life are sometimes tools of destruction n life. wata shame.

often, i would find myself standing in front of ...well...nothing. not exactly nothing as i meant but rather there is nothing for me to be in the zone...perhaps there are a few now but it beats me how long it'll last... after all,....

eveything is temporal. like a flower, whose beauty and stature can only last for so long....