message b4 a tomorrow

im kinda late for this as the new year has already arrived, but before that
kind of celebrations kick in, as always you'd get all sort of well wishes abt the year that's about to end and blah blah blah...

i'll give you a few examples...

msg 1:
" wish you @ Happy new year 2009 (pounds-currency),
12(pounds) months of HAPPINESS,
52 weeks of FUN,
365 Days of SUCCESS,
8760 Hours of GOOD HEALTH,
25600 Minutes of GOOD LUCK,
31536000 Seconds of joy full,
Hope in the first wishing you in ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR. "

msg 2:
" can i stay here in ur inbox?
i juz sit down
promis i'l behave..
until Jan 1! "

well, there are a few others but i just deleted them off after reading cos...
its simply a waste in the phone.
but i remembered one msg and i thought it was something worth reflecting...

msg:
" 2009 is at your doorstep...
Remember,
Life is short,
break the rules,
forgive and forget quickly,
love truly,
laugh uncontrollably,
and never regret anything that made you smile.
send to all the people that you love and do not want to lose in 2009.
if you get 10 sms back you're a great friend... ;-) "

i hesitated a little initially but thinking about it made me look back the past..
overall i liked the msg till the last 2 lines which i thought was like " alamak"

merry christmas to everyone...

whatever u pple went through, let us look forward to the new year with an open mindset with the hope that it may be prosperous.

god bless all of you

hey guys...

im still recovering..still in rehabilitation. ammending old wounds & making up for lost time...
ive remade some old commitments which ive set em aside for years....
still trying to get back in the game..

meanwhile, sch has started once more & i gota push all e way thru nw...no joke man. the end is drawing near and i cant stop.
man, if only i had the perseverence like setsuna.... my gundam....

setsuna f.seiei, 00, launching!!!!

where...

how wide are man's wings
its span that stretches beyond the clouds
how long are u away again
oh for one i cannot ask for much
for its one's duty to serve a nation

oh long are those days we could cherish
like it was still beloved and edged
for in its present it is seen as air

bounded by nations and passion
pursue for life is that?
would such a life be remembered...

watching u wave gdbye behind the glass was never easy in heart
for i told myself to grow cold otherwise
to prevent further damage that sets within my eyes

gone for gd those moments it had been
where have u soared to over the sunset
oh when can i see you again
oh when we never separate again....

trials

im searching back my resolve. it has been a few years since i last felt it within me...
the old and the new...it can also be said that, "one man's trash, is another man's treasure"

i couldnt agree more to that.

will be absent from time to time, need to relook at myself, my life, now and tomorrow...

c ya around...

exiled.....

machine... pple say of me.. so it seems.
un-nerved
insensitive
heartless
destructive
flirt. etc.
ive met it all, bound by my own surroundings..it has all become too obvious.
my humble apologies to person/s i have caused extensive damage. it is nw clear that once again i must set my mind to the exiled lands.
one that may no longer bring harm,
one that will not require another's heart at stake.